A new year a new me?

I guess for the longest time I have been living a lie. A lie that you can't get away from, yourself. I have struggled for many a months, years, days and nights to find myself. I ask the question often to myself and to others, who am I ? What makes me well me? You never thought that by not being alone for a few weeks, years is important in finding your identity.

This new year, I plan on finding myself, what I want, what I need as a person. I can say right now, what I want in life, is to be happy. Be it poly, or be it leaving my current life to find something more fulfilling I just want to be happy. I am tired of having friends ask me in game, "are you okay?" As if something isn't right. Well they are intuitive and they know that there is something wrong.

Plans for the year 2011, make my final decision, start to better myself health wise, find out who I am , spiritually and personally, and lastly be happy. I have a lot to look forward to, building a new relationship, trying to repair what I have, and the possibility to move to a new state.

Here is to a new year of positive changes, and discovery.